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[Sunday
July 31st, 2005
1:42am
]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | butterfly-Weezer ]

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fun in the sun [Thursday
July 28th, 2005
8:47pm
]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | get a job-the offspring ]

so today i went swimming..


and i took a bunch of pics







Picture Time )

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the spooky thing [Wednesday
July 27th, 2005
12:53am
]
[ mood | nerdy ]
[ music | invader Zim ]

today was alright.


i went to the diner to get them to sing happy birfday to Madison and it was cute as anything. hung out with my cousin madison, evan and my aunt. i came home and around 1:30 Ben the gay fireman came to my house... YAY for me... hes an asshole i swear. he touched two places he shouldnt have so i smacked him hard as shit in the face the first time and todl him dont do it again or he'll have a hole new meaning of pain, he touches me again i kicked him right in the nuts and left him outside lying on the ground.. he cried as i sat on the porch and drank some ice tea to watch him. he finally left and i hung around the house and listened to the greatest hits of the Offspring.


Jenn decided to come over and hang out which was fun... we had a good old time look at ebalms.

Shawn and Wayne came over around 6:30 and we watched foamy, and called danny to tell him that shawn and wayne were watching tv and they heard this loud banging that Wanye made banging on the wall but shawn said that its the sound of me fucing another girl it was so funnie.

we went to the diner and got food Jesse met us there. we talked and had a good old time.


so there was my day in a nut shell i hope you liked it

good night kidds

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happy birfday [Tuesday
July 26th, 2005
10:50am
]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Usher-Caught Up ]





Happy birfday Madison

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this weekend is the best [Sunday
July 24th, 2005
5:53pm
]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Duran Duran-hungry like the wolf ]

so i met the rest of the crew that Gretchen hangs out with bob and Chuck lol. these guys are so awsome i swear. we sat on the pourch and drank some beers and talked about where the word Shit came from its not a cuss word lol i forget the story behind it. i feel a slight buzz but not that bad lol. this weekend has been the best. were going to costas and the only way chuck is coming is if im there lmao. hes funnie drunk cuz he gives us lectures and all this shit. i havent laughed that hard in awhile. alright kidds i have to go get ready.

ill update about my journey later



see ya

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[Tuesday
July 19th, 2005
1:01am
]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | cosmo spazing out ]

im gonna write a book and its gonna be about a girl who lost her mother a few years ago and her jackass father who dates women and leave em for the hell of it....



i dont know why i just posted that but if you would like to read part of the book let me know... thanks kidds




MONOPOLY

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memories and stories of the past.. things we knew that would never last [Monday
July 18th, 2005
3:48pm
]
[ mood | hehe look at him hes cute! ]
[ music | the small print-Muse ]

wow i havent updated in forever and a day.

 

lets see what have i been up too from what i remember

 

Saturday

the gorilla decided to come over and spend some time with dad cuz she thinks im too wierd now. hehe i told her my dad was a serial killer and i help him bury the bodies and then i stared at the wall for a good hour laughing and mumbling shit (i did all this to get rid of this bitch i absolutly hate her) so she doesnt like me too much. ANYWAYS we decided to go see wedding crashes. i asked Meg to go with us and she did. the guy at the counter whiped his nose on his shirt so im like ill tell him popcorn withoutthebugers LMAO. our total was thhhhhhhre dollars and some change but it was funnie when he said it. Wedding crashers was the best movie *effin* ever i wanna see it agian. well i have some sad news though Bill the fish died saturday morning and i woke up to see him floating and i cried hehe. we flushed him and meg was gonna help me pick a new fishie out but she had to go home. so we ate dinner at squires before we got the fish. Danny called me and asked if i wanted to hang out with him and Alex. i got my new fishie Cosmo and then went out to go watch the guys hit golf balls in the driving range but it was closed cuz of rain. so alex drove a little further down and we did donuts in this rocky parking lot place it was so funnie. so we decided to go to Waynes house, Kevin and shawn were there as well. then of course a thunder storm came and i was freaking out screming and all this shit it was so funnie i was clining to Danny. we stayed until like 11 and thats when Waynes basement started to flood omg lol. we went to Dannys house until i had to be home at 12. Alex is an alright kidd he can be wierd at times but arent we all at one time.

 

Sunday

yesterday was awsome. i went out with Danny Harry and Alex to the driving range to watch them hit balls and harry got a few over the net and into some dumpsters cuz danny gets the balls that go behind the net lmao. Alex drives like a nut omg we almost cleared the speedbumps in Stansburys parking lot. i hit a ball like 2 inches well a little more then that. we were laughing cuz Danny had a small tee and Harry had a big one. and Harry had more balls then Danny. After that we went to Taco Bell and had some lunch. Danny stopped to take care of this cat he has to take care of for a week. and harry was joking that danny left me for another pussy it was funnie. Alex stopped at his dads house and danny harry and i were in the car. Harry put on Alex's doo rag thingy omg hes so effin funnie he had it on wrong and every thing. then he pulls out a condom and throws it at danny omg it was hilarious. he was getting spots off the car with the spremacide (sp??). we went to the go cart place to go to the arcade but they got rid of it and we were like fuck you man. we had no where to go.. so were did we go.. to a trailer park with massvie speed bumps. Alex went over two of them and you could feel the bottom of the car getting scraped against the speed bumps. his car is fuuuuucked i think. im glad i went out with them yesterday it kept my mind off of my mom but when i had to go home it hit me like a fucking brick and i knew my dad was gonna be a dick and be on the phone with his women.

 

So ive been talking to joyce (my dads ex) and she still wants to be around for me and she wants to be here for me and its not becuase of my dad its because she cares about me. i think im going to write a book about how my dad treats his gfs. im gonna go to her work tomorow and get my five service hours i need which is cool cuz yeah i get to hang out with her and get hours taken care of.

 

well i better get going

 

i shall have pics of the fish sometime soon and if he stays alive for more then a week ill make him a myspace

 

see ya kidds

 

-Stephie

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i need some sleep [Monday
July 11th, 2005
4:50am
]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | nothing ]

i cant effin sleep. i think way too much at night.


its mostly about my mom


next weekend the 17th it will be three years since my mom has been gone. the fucking bad part about that is i remember everything for that week and a half i remember everyfucking thing. the night she went into the hospital i cried laying on my bed i told myself everything was gonna be okay. it musta been something she ate it will be gone. then when she had to switch hospitals in an abumbulance they almost lost her three times but my mom faught.. she told me she wasnt going anywhere without me. St jospeh's hospital was alright the family was together the lady at the desk let us sleep there i didnt untill the last night we were there.. we had our fun trying to keep each other laughing. my uncle lost his pants and mooned a doctor, we ate way too much subway, and the chairs were wait too uncomfortable. there was an area with snack machine and stuff like that where you looked behind you and you saw my moms room and to the side of you was the Port doscovery hot air ballon. i would sit back there and watch it and tell myself were fine its gonna be okay. my mom went threw her first sergery (sp??) and she came out fine but she would have to eat through a tube. we were alright with that . the doctor said she was fine. it was her birthday July 9 2002, she was better. i went to see her and she smiled and said im doing fine but the funnie thing was she had this thing to press for novicain or somethin like that and she kept pressin that damn button the whole ten mins we were talking to her. before we left i turned and looked at her smile... she said i love you and thats the last words that I ever heard from her. the next day something happened with her small intestine the blocage was gone but it wasnt together right.. they did another sergery... only this time she wasnt good afterwords.. her liver and kidneys were shutting down. they put her on dialisis and she had to be on life support.... i remember coming home and talking to Mr.Roberts online crying and then going to the diner and crying with the watresses. Finally on the 17th we talked about letting her go we didnt want her to live the way she was. We all stood around the ICU room... it was the worst thing that ever happened to me i tried to stay strong for everyone but i couldnt. the most heartbreaking thing was walking into the waiting room and looking at my little cousin emily who my mom adored.. she say aunt Jeaninne is fine right.. i held my tears back and told her no em shes not and the look on her face and the heart broken crys all the way to the car hurt me more then anything. she died of the blood clot in her small intestine even though they got it out something went wrong and her body shut down.




so here i sit at 5:15 still maybe an hour of sleep... what the hell am i gonna do this sunday. if you kidds wanna go mini golfing sometime this week lemme know. i wanna keep myself busy

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OH EM GEE [Sunday
July 10th, 2005
11:32pm
]
[ mood | happy cuz i got a fish ]
[ music | Bill Spitting rocks ]

guess what guys!!



I got a effin fish





here he is

BILL TEH FISHIE

title or description



his name is bill and he has a myspace so go add him

http://www.myspace.com/billthefish
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where out thou dog????? [Wednesday
June 29th, 2005
8:42pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | 3 days 1000 nights- Tsunami bomb ]

oh my today/tonight was greatness!!


first my grandparents came over like 12 with food and we hung out for a bit. my grandfather was trying to turn on my tv and its hella difficult for him so he threw the remote it was funnie. so then around 4 i went and hung out with Meg and Larry at megs house. THIS KIDD HAS SO MANY EFFIN ANIMALS!! shes got 524878487841 + 7 turtles,FISHIES!, a cute hamster named Molly, lightning the hermit crab, Bandit (the most almostest dog ever) and and i forgot her german shepards name, oh i almost forgot the cat!! but i loved her effin dog bandit but its so sad cuz of his back legs i felt bad for em. but anyways we were listening to music and feeding the turtles. i feed the fishies!!


Agge and her friend mikey came over so we all piled in the car and went to eastpoint. Larry just had to show me the porn they were looking at last time in FYE. then we walked to the cookie place got cookies and played in KB toys with the dinosour that has a penis when you touch it he moves his arms. we met back with agge and mikey and then walked to checkers where meg got her playdough. i saw lightning and was freaking out. the gang walked over to the movies and we saw bewitched. that was an okay movie very funnie at times. when we got out this one chick i forget her name but we all waited for her to get her ride. Me and agge saw lightning and ran and hid.

after that one chick got picked up we went back to checkers and meg got more playdough and i got a milkshake. then we all went home after hanging out and eating food.


well tonight was awosome and i thank you guys for it

much love kiddies..

Stephie

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a great song by Jc Chasez lmao [Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
2:34pm
]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | this song a duh!!! ]

So you wanna be a rockstar
Keep it going, don't stop
Work it while you're on top, call the cops

Rollercoaster riding, baby
Up and down
I love to watch you do it

I just want to get close to you
Find out what it takes to move you

Feel the rhythm, hit the spot, getting hot
All night long

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

Keep in mind, I'm a love machine
Get it twenty four seven, call me any time you need

Some extra attention, did I forget to mention
School's back in session, get ready for a lesson

I just want to feel alive
And do what it takes to satisfy you

Hour after hour baby
All night long with you

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you
All day long I dream about sex
And all night long I think about sex
And all the time I think about sex with you, with you

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[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
12:02am
]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | me typing ]

tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: do you have a penis
SmarterChild: No...
tears0nmypill0w: do u have a vagina?
SmarterChild: Nope.
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: are you a transvestite?
SmarterChild: Whoa. That's quite a question.
Sub divied ed: lol
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: answer it then bit
SmarterChild: It then bit doesn't work for me, I'm afraid. Please think of something else.
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: BITCH
SmarterChild: Ouch.
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: is that better
SmarterChild: Maybe... What do you think?
tears0nmypill0w: ass face
SmarterChild: Please do not insult me.
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: Play monopoly with me
SmarterChild: Monopoly? Play monopoly with you?
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: have my babies!
SmarterChild: If that's what you want, you should play with someone else.
tears0nmypill0w: HAHAHAH
tears0nmypill0w: tears0nmypill0w: i love you
SmarterChild: Thanks. I love you lots.



tears0nmypill0w: do u beep when you moan during sex
SmarterChild: It's tough to say.
tears0nmypill0w: do u like sex?
SmarterChild: That's... colorful. I don't think I especially like that, no.
tears0nmypill0w: come on every one likes sex
SmarterChild: Yeah?
tears0nmypill0w: you know you like the cock
SmarterChild: I'm tired of talking about things like that with you.
tears0nmypill0w: well fuck you
SmarterChild: Nice insult, tears0nmypill0w.
tears0nmypill0w: eff you and your non exsiting penis
SmarterChild: I don't feel like talking about that.


lol good times

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well never feel bad anymore [Monday
June 27th, 2005
12:59am
]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | time after time ]

guess what


im playing monopoly tomorow guys




lmao

this song is so awsome

if your lost you can look and you will find me.. time after time

lol i was singing to you


happy? yesh good

time for bed
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On and island in the sun [Sunday
June 26th, 2005
11:37am
]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Weezer ]

title or description

hehe hes so effin adorable

title or description
i want him and his guitar!


title or description
hes so cute!!


title or description
IF you look at this one he sorta looks like Danny!! hehehe


Rivers is awsome lol im bored and wanted to post them!

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hehe this is what i want for christmas!! [Friday
June 24th, 2005
11:31am
]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | BSB's Greatest hits (lmao) ]

title or description


hes sexxi as shit and i want him arrrg! hes such a bad ass lmao. im a effin nerd lol. but id eff this dude you have no idea lol. and yesh i have been listening to BSB cuz thier awsome!

lol


but still get me him for christmas!!

>:P

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[Friday
June 24th, 2005
1:00am
]
[ mood | a little better ]
[ music | Dance,Dance- fall out boy ]

i might as well update about my day:

i went to the ave and Wal Mart and got stuff to make those Lizard keychain things. so i shall make megs tomorow and it will be gansta as hell. my cousin came over at like 3:30 and was like wanna go swimming. i rode my bike all the way to his house and chilled there for a bit. we couldnt go swimming cuz my aunt wasnt there. When my aunt got home we went to this small carnival and i won a little hamster cuz im awsome but my baby cousin took it from me and hid it so i forgot about it untill just now. We came back and went "night Swimming" cuz when it gets dark the light comes on out by the pool and its "awsome" lol of course it was like eight at night and we had to get out at ten GEHY! My aunt and i had a talk about her sex stories because my cousin just had to say something about Danny getting "Sex Ballons" for us today and she goes OH NO. so she was telling me about this guy making her laugh so hard while she was giving head Jizz came out of her nose you know shit like that lol.

I came home around 11 and talked online. ive been talking to Meg mostly cuz shes gansta. i wanna hang out with her more cuz shes awsome. hopefully Larry's work hours will coroperate with us so we can go play mini golf and i can see Danny at work next week.

well im gonna go and finish talking to Megano!


much love

Megan=more Gangster then you

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[Monday
June 20th, 2005
9:27pm
]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Muse, and Weezer ]

arg this time of the month sucks so bad... i get so effin sad.....



plus i got otherthing bothering me...


Danny brought me some ice cream for me to feel better and that helped. he got his job WOO! for some odd reason i need to be held.. my stomach is killing me. i wanna talk to somebody so if your on line effin im me pwease...


i dont wanna update anymore cuz i dont know what to update about..


</3

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[Friday
June 17th, 2005
11:54am
]
[ mood | predatory ]
[ music | Helena- MCR ]

</3

 

 

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Stole this from Megano [Tuesday
June 14th, 2005
11:58pm
]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | tv ]

W0ULD Y0U...
[Put an 'X' in all that apply]

[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere


D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?


ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?


AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?


HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?


ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor

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i just found the funniest thing [Tuesday
June 14th, 2005
11:15pm
]
[ mood | Laughing my ass off ]
[ music | Yakkity Yak- Nicktoons ]

my dads gf sent him an effin post card when she lives like what 30 mins away OMG ITS TOO FAR! lol its like "thank you baby for everything" i love you "your deb" so what did i do i threw it in the trash cuz i dunno who this bitch thinks she is but shes gonna be gone VERY sooon


and now what you all been waiting for

Pics of my dads gf

comment me and laugh your ass off guys

Caution dont piss yourself from laughing so hard )

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